today, i’m having one of those days where i want to lose myself in solitude. there in an intense overwhelming desire to be alone. to not be social. to not have to submit to niceties. to free myself of polite smiles and small talk.
i ache for the comfort of my room. of sunshine on a patio. of a book that thrills me to read. of fruit and nut delicacies. and water. clear purifying water. and music.
it seem strange, that it’s so difficult, to spend a day without having to speak.
my soul craves silence, please.